currently playing: if u love me by acourve it starts. it makes it way not really slowly, but surely, into the just-made active then steady mind. dizzy, fuzzy, some sort of twirly the bad kind that tears down the walls and make you one to scream then fall in the tears which give you temporary… Continue reading 19/07/17 hmm / ugh / uh ?
sixteen. this time, i was running on 4 hours of sleep (i'm the type of person who needs at least 7-8 hours of sleep to function properly. my mind thinks otherwise and believes that i have the strength to perform well on less hours than that), a sore eye and still a troubled mind. but hey!… Continue reading on turning 16
currently playing: absolutely by ra ra riot no firm plans, no commitment no unrealistic expectations or goals, no fears; just floating. admiring the sky, swaying to the beat, taking in the fresh air oh how dare i used to compare. for this was what i had always wanted. calm. heart beats fast, but still calm.… Continue reading 10/06/17 one day at a time
#2 of Toxic Tuesdays! Toxic Tuesday will now be a day when I address an issue which has been bothering me, and my blog & my instagram will serve as platforms for me to voice out my own opinions and hopefully introduce a change for it in the near future, with your support. (#1 of Toxic… Continue reading build each other up, not tear each other down!
currently playing: lisztomania by phoenix ellipsis, shrug, raised eyebrows, chuckle; i don't know man! don't let me choose only one, because surely you need two sides to be done. you see, it's kind of like a see-saw you don't leave me there hanging, neither would i do that to you. it's kind of like a… Continue reading 6/06/17 subjective and somewhat amusing
currently playing: cool blue by the japanese house a new bar of soap, swallows me whole, evoking the pain you feel too when you accidentally swallow candy; just like my physical state, it cleans the slate but fails to compensate, for the loss of interaction; touch, mingle, but maybe it makes it worse just like… Continue reading 4/06/17 ice cream for breakfast
streams of salt washes my skin teary eyes portray within. i tell God, i intend not to live life with regret so do give me another chance, to make amends, and give her the warmth in my hands. for only this life i have fully with her and i hope you realised that too. because… Continue reading 2/06/17 now i know why she locks the door