currently playing: Run It Up by Coast Modern my head hurts so as to speak, my mind weak and the weather ever so bleak; emotionless, bare, lacking content as i nod towards your wonderful suggestions of keeping up to date and having a good mate; i don't know what's gone up to me, hah, do i… Continue reading 06/10/17 as a matter of fact quite numb
currently playing: The Other Side of Paradise by Glass Animals media, a fool a platform for physical exploitation, hunger, productivity, or lack thereof unwise bastard it is. for i think, most certainly, i know better than that, i deserve better than that, i crave better than that than that - a short-term guard against realness,… Continue reading 30/09/17 physics is stressing me out hence this
currently playing: atlas drowned by gang of youths exposed and vulnerable, as i lay there bare body, open wounds and mouth agape. in denial, unsure who's at fault or whether there was even space for anyone to be blamed. it has been settled, but i still lay there weak as i think about how everything… Continue reading 21/09/17 the time has finally come, yet i still feel unsettled
currently playing: Treat Me Like Somebody - Tink the smell of roses, my racing mind, and you entwined like a beautiful melody in my heart. i fall further, deeper, faster pulling each thread tighter, making sure you won't let go. silly me! why would i think so? full of closed ears and useless fears i… Continue reading 8/09/17 fookin’-
currently playing: if u love me by acourve it starts. it makes it way not really slowly, but surely, into the just-made active then steady mind. dizzy, fuzzy, some sort of twirly the bad kind that tears down the walls and make you one to scream then fall in the tears which give you temporary… Continue reading 19/07/17 hmm / ugh / uh ?
sixteen. this time, i was running on 4 hours of sleep (i'm the type of person who needs at least 7-8 hours of sleep to function properly. my mind thinks otherwise and believes that i have the strength to perform well on less hours than that), a sore eye and still a troubled mind. but hey!… Continue reading on turning 16
currently playing: absolutely by ra ra riot no firm plans, no commitment no unrealistic expectations or goals, no fears; just floating. admiring the sky, swaying to the beat, taking in the fresh air oh how dare i used to compare. for this was what i had always wanted. calm. heart beats fast, but still calm.… Continue reading 10/06/17 one day at a time